Quest to authenticity

   I love to listen to podcasts and recently I just listened to a super soul Sunday podcast,  I can't remember who the guest speaker was. I just know her words touched my soul.    She described that in life we all have a soul journey, a patch we know deep in our souls to be ours and ours only to fulfill. At times we get so distracted with everyday life and shiny objects, that this soul quest, either gets drawn under layers and layers of baggage we carry unconsciously or at times gets shut down by us due to fear.    She describes that every Hero (person) gets his/her calling and at first, is hesitant. Once the quest is accepted, the hero then must surrender to the journey, which is tough, carries trials and tests us to our very existence, but brings us to life and connects us deeply with the source (divine, the universe, God) as well as our TRUTH.    Honestly, when I look at the first 30 years of my life, I feel as though I was con...

   I am not a writer in any shape or form, but  lately  this burning sensation keeps me yearning to just stop  the thousand  voices in my head telling me I could never... and just do it. So here it is. I have lived many lives, even though I am only  on  my  mid thirties . I have lived the perfect daughter/student/helper/sister/friend life. Where I truly believed my life/family was perfect, and the times where I didn't feel like it was, it was just me being "bad". Then I lived the life of discovery,  braving  into a new place, leaving  the  family and comfort behind. Ready to put on my big girl panties and face the world. Then  there was the "Holy crap what did I get myself into" life. A life of questioning why in the heck I married him, why would I have left the perfect life I had for this one? A life of disconnect.    And  lastly  there is the "Momma life", a life I was terrified of., because...